How I wish i can be back in school, back to normal - with my healthy lifestyle. Happily chatting and eating, discussing project, and me alone at home having all kinds of aches. It's so traumatic. I have gastric flu since the night before sch starts. It all started with my body feeling warm. So I rested so that I can feel better. When my mum was away, I took a cold bath, thinking that I would be better. But who knows, I became worse! So horrifying! After the bath, I was shivering. Believe it or not, I was still shivering after wearing a jacket and lying under my comforter without any air con or fan on. I forced myself to sleep. =(

To my horror, I woke up with a big headache and stomachache. On top of that my temperature was 38.7degrees. I was feeling so terrible that I couldn’t sleep the whole night. I kept waking up almost every hour. If only God can take away the pain, that would be very great. He seems so far away. My prayers weren’t heard. This was the few times when God didn’t heal me and hear my prayers. Praying and praising God at 12am didn’t work. The pain was still there. This week, I feel like Job. Though everything was taken away from him – friends, family, health, he still praised God. When you praise God, the walls come down, Amen? When you pray, the enemy is defeated, Amen! In times of my weaknesses, YOU are made strong in me.
The pains were so acute that I could really get out of bed. My mum even had to come home to bring me to the doc to get medicine and also MC for missing school – or else I would waste my leave. Haha.
I thought I would be well today since the doc only gave me a day of MC – 3jan, and said that I would have diahorrea yesterday after my appetite has picked up. At 12am, I received a sms saying that I have class on Thursday. Arrggh!!! I thought I didn’t have to go sch! The tutors told the rest of the class on 3 jan that there would be lessons on Thursday. So on Thursday morning, I have to make my way to sch. Took a cab to sch since I would be late if I took a bus. Tutor was even later. Through out the tutorial, my stomach was aching so I couldn’t really think during class. Tutor left us in class to think on our own while she went out to do her own things. Releasing us only on the dot! I had to go home after tutorial since my stomach was very painful. Missed HR lecture.
Early this morning, I had diahorrea. Doc said that I would be better (gastric flu) after much diahorrea. Having done so, my stomach is still aching! Actually he said that I would have diahorrea yeasterday.On top of this, I have an assignment to be handed in today before 5pm. Since I have MC, tutor allowed me to send the assignment to her via email. =)