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Vivien Lim
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Wednesday, 3/30/2005 09:33:00 PM, More Intimacy
"Lord,i want to have a deeper relationship with You.I want more of You in my life.I want Your presence to dwell in me all the time that it is so tangible.I'm not satisfied with my current situation rite now.Lord,I want more faith to be found in me.I want to be like Smith Wigglesworth,one that has ever-increasing faith in You.Give me such faith like this.i want to be so dependent on You for my daily needs.I'm sick and tired of my lukewarmness.I want to be hot for You,not a mediocre one."
Tuesday, 3/29/2005 05:28:00 PM, Ruling Your Day
It's always impt to ask God to go govern our day so that we wont mess it up.Today, i spent some of my time doing some useless stuff.God told me that i need to spend more time with my friends and families to build up the relationship.
Sunday, 3/27/2005 10:29:00 PM, The Cross
Hi,Im back again after along while.I've been too bz with wat God has spoken in my life.If i have time i'll post it here.
Now,Im gg to explain to u guys wat God spoken to me on the song"Nothing but the blood'-last entry,dated 25 mar05.As u guys know tt the 25th was Good Friday,God really spoke to me abt the Cross at Calvary.Eunice and i had prayer mtg ourselves.During tt time,God spoke to me.Only His blood can cleanse us totally.
Let me ask u all a question: what does the Cross really mean?Y do we celebrate Good Friday?
^Christ died for our sins bcos u are still sinners due to the fall of adam and eve.To recover His ppl from sins,God has to do stg-to die on the Cross for us.
Not only did Christ died for our sins but it's more than tt!I have always felt His unfailing love for me,and believe tt Christ died for our sins.Let me tell u this day tt God died for us not just our sins!!!
^It shows tt we are more than a conquerer.It's the point whereby He 1st conquered death.Death shld not be a hindrance to us anymore,knowing tt we will not go to hell spoken by the Holy Spirit.The Cross gives us the power to conquer the devil tt so easily ensnares us thru sins.Romans 8:37-39[Yet in all these things we are more than conquerers thru Him who loved us.For i persuaded tt neither death nor life,nor angels nor principalities nor powers,nor things present nor things to come,nor height nor depth,nor any other created thing,shall be able to seperate us from the love of Christ Jesus our Lord]Amen!
^We are an overcomer as well.We overcame the devil by the blood of the Lamb,which is Jesus and by the word of their testimony,not loving their lives to the death[Revelation12:11]
^We are victors!Amen!For whatever is born of God overcomes the world.And this is the victory tt has overcomethe world-our faith by prayer[1John5:4]
^To show us His unfailing love.Greater love has no one than this,than to lay down one's life for his friends.[John3:16]For God so loved the world tt He gave His only begotten Son,tt whoever believes in Him shell not perish but have everlasting life.[John15:13]No other man in this man would want to die for u!Wat more Jesus,God's Son?He paid the price to show us His love.He would rather gg thru the sufferings for us than to keep silent tt He is Jesus,God's Son.So wei da rite?How great?!He was wounded for our transgressions,He was bruised for our iniquities;the chastisement for our peace was upon Him,And by His stripes we are healed.[Isaiah53:5]
Most think tt Christ died for our sins only.But this day,i want u all to know the purposes of Jesus dying on the Cross for us.We will never understand His ways,purposes and His love for us unless He reveals them to us.Thus, we have to constantly seek God for His revelation for us..I encourage u guy s to seek God to dream dreams and see visions.
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
Now,Im gg to explain to u guys wat God spoken to me on the song"Nothing but the blood'-last entry,dated 25 mar05.As u guys know tt the 25th was Good Friday,God really spoke to me abt the Cross at Calvary.Eunice and i had prayer mtg ourselves.During tt time,God spoke to me.Only His blood can cleanse us totally.
Let me ask u all a question: what does the Cross really mean?Y do we celebrate Good Friday?
^Christ died for our sins bcos u are still sinners due to the fall of adam and eve.To recover His ppl from sins,God has to do stg-to die on the Cross for us.
Not only did Christ died for our sins but it's more than tt!I have always felt His unfailing love for me,and believe tt Christ died for our sins.Let me tell u this day tt God died for us not just our sins!!!
^It shows tt we are more than a conquerer.It's the point whereby He 1st conquered death.Death shld not be a hindrance to us anymore,knowing tt we will not go to hell spoken by the Holy Spirit.The Cross gives us the power to conquer the devil tt so easily ensnares us thru sins.Romans 8:37-39[Yet in all these things we are more than conquerers thru Him who loved us.For i persuaded tt neither death nor life,nor angels nor principalities nor powers,nor things present nor things to come,nor height nor depth,nor any other created thing,shall be able to seperate us from the love of Christ Jesus our Lord]Amen!
^We are an overcomer as well.We overcame the devil by the blood of the Lamb,which is Jesus and by the word of their testimony,not loving their lives to the death[Revelation12:11]
^We are victors!Amen!For whatever is born of God overcomes the world.And this is the victory tt has overcomethe world-our faith by prayer[1John5:4]
^To show us His unfailing love.Greater love has no one than this,than to lay down one's life for his friends.[John3:16]For God so loved the world tt He gave His only begotten Son,tt whoever believes in Him shell not perish but have everlasting life.[John15:13]No other man in this man would want to die for u!Wat more Jesus,God's Son?He paid the price to show us His love.He would rather gg thru the sufferings for us than to keep silent tt He is Jesus,God's Son.So wei da rite?How great?!He was wounded for our transgressions,He was bruised for our iniquities;the chastisement for our peace was upon Him,And by His stripes we are healed.[Isaiah53:5]
Most think tt Christ died for our sins only.But this day,i want u all to know the purposes of Jesus dying on the Cross for us.We will never understand His ways,purposes and His love for us unless He reveals them to us.Thus, we have to constantly seek God for His revelation for us..I encourage u guy s to seek God to dream dreams and see visions.
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
Friday, 3/25/2005 08:19:00 PM,
Nothng But Your Blood (Matt Redman)
You blood speaks a better word
All the empty claims
Heard upon this earth
Speaks righteousness for me
Stands in my defence
Chorus
What can wash away our sins?
What can make us whole ahain?
Nothing but the blood
Nothing but the blood
Of Jesus
What can make us pure as snow?
Welcome as the friends of God
Nothing but Your blood (X2)
King Jesus
Your Cross testify Your grace
All the Father's heart
To make a way for us
Boldly we approach
Earthly confidence
It's only by Your blood
You blood speaks a better word
All the empty claims
Heard upon this earth
Speaks righteousness for me
Stands in my defence
Chorus
What can wash away our sins?
What can make us whole ahain?
Nothing but the blood
Nothing but the blood
Of Jesus
What can make us pure as snow?
Welcome as the friends of God
Nothing but Your blood (X2)
King Jesus
Your Cross testify Your grace
All the Father's heart
To make a way for us
Boldly we approach
Earthly confidence
It's only by Your blood
Saturday, 3/19/2005 12:54:00 AM, All For Jesus
You are my God
You are my King
You are my Lord
My Everything
Lover Of my Soul
Lifter of my Hand
My Portion Forever
The Great I Am
All That I Have
I give it to You
All That I am
I owe it to You
All that i do
I do it for You
Everything within me
Cries out for You
I give it all
I owe it all
I do it all
All For Jesus my Lord
R.Capacio
You are my King
You are my Lord
My Everything
Lover Of my Soul
Lifter of my Hand
My Portion Forever
The Great I Am
All That I Have
I give it to You
All That I am
I owe it to You
All that i do
I do it for You
Everything within me
Cries out for You
I give it all
I owe it all
I do it all
All For Jesus my Lord
R.Capacio
Wednesday, 3/16/2005 12:16:00 AM, Praise God for His goodness and faithfulness endures foreva!!!
Hey!Have to wake up early for preaching 101 class.I guess bus 10 always takes a long time to arrive.We waited for the bus for so long,just like yst.Perhaps,it's the peak hr?But thank God the class starts at 930 instead of 9am.I had more time for QT.I met susan and janice at tamp interchange 10bus queue.Eunice was late as usual but she waited for us at CGH.This time she din miss bus 10.If not,she would have to take a cab again.Today was the last lesson,thus Pst Ken Teo gave us some verses to prepare a sermon to make sure we are familiar wif the expository procedures.Only the best 2 were selected to preach the sermon tt they had prepared.Rachel Yang was 1 of them.The class ended at noon so the Geners ate our lunch at KFC.As usual,i was the last to fin eating my food cos i was busy peeling the fats(if some of u dunno)Haha...
Eunice and i went bedok complex to swim in the afternoon.The scorching sun was shining against our backs.She db.Sharks!i forgot to bring my costume.Aiyo!That's the most impt thing u need when u swim.Thus,i had to go home to get my costume.That journey took 1hr if im not wrong.Haix,the sun is not that hot any more.So wasted!But eunice would not like the sun to be around cos she doesnt want to get tanned.Oh yah almost forgot to tell u guys,we saw a boy in the ladies.The boy was already quite matured.He was quite tall.I saw him entering the toilet wheni waited for eunice to db.After db,i told her abt it.And quess wat?Wheni came back from home,she told me tt they boy was still inside.But this time in another cubicle.She saw his head popping out of the cubicle,and he kept opening and closing his doors.That meant that he saw the lady that bathed beside him.Perhaps,he wanted to see if anyone was around the toilet.But if he's doing tt,i was sure he would never be able to get out.Tots abt him flooded our minds.'wat if he's a bian tai;wat if he needed help..."Thus,we tried knocking the door quite afew times to see if he needed help.His voice was low and soft when he replied no.This meant tt his voice has already broken!!ARGH!!And wat is he doing in the ladies??!!!
Guess wat?We swam unitl 730.Ntg uncommon but haha...we played like never b4!!!!We tried to fight in the pool...basically,we did all kinds of stuff.Also,we tried to do aqua-aerobics and we ended up laughing...haha...there's aqua-aerobics every tues.It looks kinda fun but all those participants are all aunities.However,the floats that they used seemed fun to play wif.But i supposed it's meant to be used in private swimming pools only.Thank God,he's not in the toilet anymore after we swam.It's so dangerous when someone can just climb over from another cubicle to peep over.
Also,when i msged jason ang at nite,he told me that he dont need my help at the moment at his office.Aiyo!So im not working this week.The timing was just rite!When i was bathing at the complex,i was pondering abt not having enuf time wif God.That though tt i was and am sitll attending mtgs after mtgs,i found myself not really growing though i learn wat God speakes to me everyday.
We saw my aunt and uncle at food junction.We wanted to eat there after swimming but we had to leave the place without eating cos we din have enuf $$...so sad rite..it was so dissapppointing.Giodano has discounts at the 1st lvl.Thus,we had to eat at TM,which is much cheaper.We both ate beef noodles.I have nv tried tt...nv knew tt it's so appetizing and mouth-watering.We fin eating at 10pm(it was me tt ate the slowest again).
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
Eunice and i went bedok complex to swim in the afternoon.The scorching sun was shining against our backs.She db.Sharks!i forgot to bring my costume.Aiyo!That's the most impt thing u need when u swim.Thus,i had to go home to get my costume.That journey took 1hr if im not wrong.Haix,the sun is not that hot any more.So wasted!But eunice would not like the sun to be around cos she doesnt want to get tanned.Oh yah almost forgot to tell u guys,we saw a boy in the ladies.The boy was already quite matured.He was quite tall.I saw him entering the toilet wheni waited for eunice to db.After db,i told her abt it.And quess wat?Wheni came back from home,she told me tt they boy was still inside.But this time in another cubicle.She saw his head popping out of the cubicle,and he kept opening and closing his doors.That meant that he saw the lady that bathed beside him.Perhaps,he wanted to see if anyone was around the toilet.But if he's doing tt,i was sure he would never be able to get out.Tots abt him flooded our minds.'wat if he's a bian tai;wat if he needed help..."Thus,we tried knocking the door quite afew times to see if he needed help.His voice was low and soft when he replied no.This meant tt his voice has already broken!!ARGH!!And wat is he doing in the ladies??!!!
Guess wat?We swam unitl 730.Ntg uncommon but haha...we played like never b4!!!!We tried to fight in the pool...basically,we did all kinds of stuff.Also,we tried to do aqua-aerobics and we ended up laughing...haha...there's aqua-aerobics every tues.It looks kinda fun but all those participants are all aunities.However,the floats that they used seemed fun to play wif.But i supposed it's meant to be used in private swimming pools only.Thank God,he's not in the toilet anymore after we swam.It's so dangerous when someone can just climb over from another cubicle to peep over.
Also,when i msged jason ang at nite,he told me that he dont need my help at the moment at his office.Aiyo!So im not working this week.The timing was just rite!When i was bathing at the complex,i was pondering abt not having enuf time wif God.That though tt i was and am sitll attending mtgs after mtgs,i found myself not really growing though i learn wat God speakes to me everyday.
We saw my aunt and uncle at food junction.We wanted to eat there after swimming but we had to leave the place without eating cos we din have enuf $$...so sad rite..it was so dissapppointing.Giodano has discounts at the 1st lvl.Thus,we had to eat at TM,which is much cheaper.We both ate beef noodles.I have nv tried tt...nv knew tt it's so appetizing and mouth-watering.We fin eating at 10pm(it was me tt ate the slowest again).
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
Tuesday, 3/15/2005 12:18:00 AM, Tight Schedule[A man's heart plans his ways but the Lord directs his steps]Prov16:9
Hey i guess i have not been writing my blog for a very long time due to time constraint.I had too many church mtgs as well.Churchwide and gen united prayer mtgs,preaching 101 class,zion convention which starts on this coming wed16/3.And quess wat?i took 4days off for this week.Gosh!im only working a day for this week.Hopefully my 'supervisor' doesnt fire me for this reason.Haha....
As usual,i have to wake up early at 7 today.But today,im not going to work.?I went for the preaching 101 class...sab and i were early but the bus was late!We were still at tamp at 840!!!We were supposed to be there at st hildas church at 9am.Eunice was late again.She tried to take 17 to catch up wif us.She was so close in doing so but she didnt,and also it was due to mine and her communication tt we ended up taking up 2 cabs...haix.Also,the taxi driver tt fetched us was an old man but he can drive quite fast..these days,old ppl are catching up wif the generation liao.u know wat?Thay had not started the classs when we reached there at 910.
Class was good.We heard several 'preachers' from the youth groups preach.I believe this is a good place to start off b4 gg anywhere else to preach.However,it was a long day today.
I have also realised tt our tongue is only a small part of our organ but look at how big a fire it can cause!Just 1 word from u can either encourage or pull down/hurt someone.This will lead to depression for some if they are hurt.Ha!im 1 of the person mr teo kb(dmn)is talking abt.I learnt from other ppl's mistakes secretly.This is how i benefited much.Upon hearing how some hurt some1 unknowingly,i was convicted to really think b4 i say certain stuff.If the words tt u are going to use are gg to hurt some1,u can save them.How big a conflict a small tongue can cause!!!
It's late again and i have to sleep early to prepare for tml's class.
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
As usual,i have to wake up early at 7 today.But today,im not going to work.?I went for the preaching 101 class...sab and i were early but the bus was late!We were still at tamp at 840!!!We were supposed to be there at st hildas church at 9am.Eunice was late again.She tried to take 17 to catch up wif us.She was so close in doing so but she didnt,and also it was due to mine and her communication tt we ended up taking up 2 cabs...haix.Also,the taxi driver tt fetched us was an old man but he can drive quite fast..these days,old ppl are catching up wif the generation liao.u know wat?Thay had not started the classs when we reached there at 910.
Class was good.We heard several 'preachers' from the youth groups preach.I believe this is a good place to start off b4 gg anywhere else to preach.However,it was a long day today.
I have also realised tt our tongue is only a small part of our organ but look at how big a fire it can cause!Just 1 word from u can either encourage or pull down/hurt someone.This will lead to depression for some if they are hurt.Ha!im 1 of the person mr teo kb(dmn)is talking abt.I learnt from other ppl's mistakes secretly.This is how i benefited much.Upon hearing how some hurt some1 unknowingly,i was convicted to really think b4 i say certain stuff.If the words tt u are going to use are gg to hurt some1,u can save them.How big a conflict a small tongue can cause!!!
It's late again and i have to sleep early to prepare for tml's class.
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
Saturday, 3/12/2005 12:20:00 AM, A Balanced Life of Mary and Martha
Wed was my 1st day of work,it was so tiring.That's y i have not been blogging since tues.How much i yearn to be a student once again.It is better to study of course!!!If u work,u will have to work from morning to evening continuously,xcept for lunch.Im currently doing some admin stuff so my eyes have to glare at the comp till my eyes are popped out.But the pay is not bad la-$6/hr.First day was the most tiring of all cos i have to get used to the procedures.I rarely had time to rest-churchwide prayer mtg on wed.But it was refreshing!Still caant forget wat God spoke to me on thurs-prayer mtg for interns for teh upcoming genunited today.
I had battled with the devil-whether i shld go for prayer mtg cos i was so tired.My eyes needed some rest.Let me tell u,wheneva u face opposition from gg for mtgs,it's always best u go.Cos He's gg to do stg even greater than u have imagine.It was much more refreshing yst.y leh?Cos thruout my 3days work,i have been slogging like a martha-who works and works.But God doesnt want us to be like that all the time-a balanced of mary and martha,jus like my title today.Luke 10:38.It's definitely hard to do that.Sometimes we find ourselve to work more rather than spending time at Jesus feet like wat mary did.I have been like mary last mth.When eva i start doing my work,i will be so engrossed wif it,hoping that i will fin soon but miss out the presence of the Holy Spirit in the office.Wat was the thing that He spoke to me that really spoke rite thru me?He said,"I have given u this job to meet ur needs and not to let it become ur idol."I will always rmb this phrase to constantly rmb to seek for His presence wheneva and wateva i do.He is omni-potence.Amen!!!
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
I had battled with the devil-whether i shld go for prayer mtg cos i was so tired.My eyes needed some rest.Let me tell u,wheneva u face opposition from gg for mtgs,it's always best u go.Cos He's gg to do stg even greater than u have imagine.It was much more refreshing yst.y leh?Cos thruout my 3days work,i have been slogging like a martha-who works and works.But God doesnt want us to be like that all the time-a balanced of mary and martha,jus like my title today.Luke 10:38.It's definitely hard to do that.Sometimes we find ourselve to work more rather than spending time at Jesus feet like wat mary did.I have been like mary last mth.When eva i start doing my work,i will be so engrossed wif it,hoping that i will fin soon but miss out the presence of the Holy Spirit in the office.Wat was the thing that He spoke to me that really spoke rite thru me?He said,"I have given u this job to meet ur needs and not to let it become ur idol."I will always rmb this phrase to constantly rmb to seek for His presence wheneva and wateva i do.He is omni-potence.Amen!!!
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
Tuesday, 3/08/2005 11:30:00 PM, Swimming
haha.woke up at 10plus again but today i was very tired perhaps it waws the bball yst.I looked thru the classified to see if i can find any job.But i din call them.I tot it was better to spend my QT first.After my QT,wenli called.haha.guess wat?liuyan has a admin job for me-$6/hr.Haha.ThankGod!!!He do all things well,knowing when's the perfect time.The job jus come to me in 2 such occasions.This is the 2nd one.Really have to thank God cos i can work till poly starts...haha...can u repeat wif me?PRAISE THE LORD!!!!I spent more QT and read thru Hudson Taylor's life.Wat did he do and how can i learn from him.
haha...i guess it's exercise week for this week.Kinda of tedious to play sports everyday leh.went swimming wif eunice,sabrina,christie,christina.we taught christie how to swim.i swm 27laps today...haha...long time din swim for that long liao...kinda of tired.have to wake up early for the job oso....haha slping soon
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be with u all!Amen.
haha...i guess it's exercise week for this week.Kinda of tedious to play sports everyday leh.went swimming wif eunice,sabrina,christie,christina.we taught christie how to swim.i swm 27laps today...haha...long time din swim for that long liao...kinda of tired.have to wake up early for the job oso....haha slping soon
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be with u all!Amen.
Monday, 3/07/2005 10:47:00 PM, Basketball
Nowadays,i sleep for only abt 6-7hrs.I slept at 3am and work up at 10plus.....spent my QT.I decided to play bball after a mth.y?haha...i stayed home for 1 mth and i was too lazy to go down to a court to play.Guess wat?!i took 30min to find a court!!!too long din play bball liao...haha.Moreover,i was walking under the scorching sun,hoping to find one near my hse.i was dehydrating!!!No H20But i couldnt find any.U know wat?all the courts that are near my has are under construction!!!wat??!!!So,i had to walk a big round b4 going to eunice's hse...at changkat cc..B4 i started playing,i was already low in my H2O lvl...played there till215 until sabrina Ong called to play bball at amk.I was super late.I reached there at abt 350 when we were supposed to meet at 320.That's that earliest time i could reach lah cos i had to go home 1st b4 i go amk.my wallet and stuff wasnt wif me when i played bball.
PeiJing was there oso.We went to huiyi's youth ctr.It's a good place for out reach.We played bball wif the youths.Lucie(If i spelled correctly)joined our church recently...thru huiyi.The youths jus need to register at the ctr den they can use the comp there to do their stuff.
But amk is very far..but if we want to reach out to ppl,we have to make the effort to go the extra mile for them.
I had dinner wif them,reached home quite late....
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
PeiJing was there oso.We went to huiyi's youth ctr.It's a good place for out reach.We played bball wif the youths.Lucie(If i spelled correctly)joined our church recently...thru huiyi.The youths jus need to register at the ctr den they can use the comp there to do their stuff.
But amk is very far..but if we want to reach out to ppl,we have to make the effort to go the extra mile for them.
I had dinner wif them,reached home quite late....
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ,&communion of Holy Spirit be wif u all!Amen.
Saturday, 3/05/2005 09:05:00 PM, Reflection
Woke up early today.Only had 6-7hrs of slp.Jiarong(Sarah)'s baptism today!!!Praise God!!!Justin joined us today.Eunice was late as usual,so xf,jess and justin had their breakfast.Jess returned me my guitar after finding back hers.
On the bus to east coast,I looked at the pics that Adora had taken for me during my Baptism last yr.I reflected on wat God had done in my life for that past 1yr.I was sec 4 last yr,faced much opposition from family abt my faith in Christ,had conflicts wif eunice and mum most of the time,moreover i had to plan my time real well for my Os....However all these,count it all joy when u face various trials knowing thattthe testing of ur faith produces patience[James1:2-3]...His grace is sufficient for me,His strength is made perfect when i'm weak....Amen.I couldnt help but kept praising and thanking Him in my heart as i journeyed my way to east coast.
1thing i want to say that i have triumphed those trials inJesus most holy adn precious name.
Isaiah prayed for Sarah after her baptism.Unknowingly,he called her Sarah in his prayers.He said that that name was the most suitable for her,a revelation.Sarah got so enthusiastic abt her name after that.She wants to be a mother to the sheeps jus like the Srah in the Bible.Hallelujah!!!Initially we wanted to eat our lunch at east coast and go cycling after that.Sad to say that we din.We went to PP(BK)for lunch.PP again!Im kinda of sick of the food there adn katong already.The reason?i dunno...haha .Poor evangeline had to limp her way to PP.
I saw cut-marks on the hand of a gal who served us in BK.Probably,she wanted to commit suicide??Wat a dark world it is outside!!!How sadden is He when He sees and know's that!i really feel such a need to reach out to them,to be a vessel for His Divine plans,to help and save wat was lost and taken by the enemy.He has created us for a purpose and definitely not for us to take our lives for granted.We as Christians shld minister to the lost abt the gospel,that there's a Saviour out there that really cares abt them;and not only shld we care abt the things that so affect us.Amen.There are more ppl out there who are in a more desperate need than u..They dont have Jesus but we have!!!Shldnt we be more thankful and spread His love to others too?I think none in our cell saw the marks on the gal's skin cos they were clueless when i told some of them abt it.
Reached church at 130pm,it's so early.Cell would be starting at 3pm.I jus wanted to slp to restore my strength.I wanted to listen to Amanda's discman so that i could slp.As i sang the 1st song,a question impacted me!"Where's ur strength found???By slping?Hoping that u will find more strength?"ABSOLUTELY NOT!!!Only unde the shadow of the Almighty God!!!!That i immediately i got up from my slping position went to spend time wif God at ex-L&F.The place that we had cellgp was extremely noisy.Y?tell u more later...Rhema Word:Psalm91-Safety of Abiding in God's Presence.It spoke so clearly to me that i will hold this chpt in me so dearly.I wanted to share wat God has spoken to me to AhLeebut din has the chance so far.I jus hope that he will read this.He oso had to prepare wat he has to share during cellgp.But he came down and slept on the sofa that i was sitting after preparing.I want him to be impacted by this oso.
Quess wat???The younger ones played hide-and-seek for 1hr30min.Haha..u wouldnt imagine too...they wanted to hide from us-the core.They are not very young at all.I cant believe it!!!I was up there spending fruitful time wif God and they were playing their time away!!!If only they were mature and more sensible time to spend time more wisely rather than to play their time away...
After my time wif God we joined the rest and found the core sitting outside (at er lo-2nd floor)While they were still playing,the core(including me) gathered outside to talk abt our calling in our lives.Wenli and AhChua want to be the heart of God so that they can minister to the ppl out there.They are not very good in admin but more on preaching the gospel.But 1 thing they have not known that i'm one of them who so desire to know His heart.The heart is the most impt if u want to minister to others cos He will tell u and guide u on wat and how u shld do stg .eg preach His Word like a 2-edged sword to the listeners....Wz wants to be an intercessor,AhLee a financial contributor.Sherni came by and joined the conversation.She had a dream of underground church gathering at PP for 5 or 6times.Must really seek the Lord to reveal more things to her.This is real fellowship.My calling???YUp missionary to be specfic...My call for missionary is given to me not long after my baptism.He has been revealing to me the parts of the journey The 21 pts that i have mentioned in the earlier days is part of it...teacher will i be b4 being a missionary.In the poly?I'm not sure yet but i will continue to seek the Lord so that He can reveal His mysteries to me...This is jus a brief msg but If u really want to know more wat i have said so far,u can feel free to ask me any questions.I will be more than willing to answer them....=)
I also want to touch on the fire of God.We shld desire for His fire.He's the only God thay will answer by fire!Amen.During cellgp,i was consumed by the fire of the Holy Spirit that i trembled and fell to my knees in His presence.I could not only fell the heat on my skin but oso a surge of fire went thru my veins.I tried to open my eyes quite afew times to see if i was dreaming.Glad to say,I wasnt!!I kept help but kept replying,"Indeed,YOU are God who answers by fire!!!"and continued praising Him until God asks me,"wat are u going to do wif the fire that i have given u?"My only answer will always and only be for His purpose and to spread the fire to those around me.Again,i cant help but continue to spread His fire-telling Sherni to press on and seek more of Him no matter how busy she is,to set her priorities rite-God 1st above all other things,not sudies.Honor God and He will honor u.
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ!Amen.
On the bus to east coast,I looked at the pics that Adora had taken for me during my Baptism last yr.I reflected on wat God had done in my life for that past 1yr.I was sec 4 last yr,faced much opposition from family abt my faith in Christ,had conflicts wif eunice and mum most of the time,moreover i had to plan my time real well for my Os....However all these,count it all joy when u face various trials knowing thattthe testing of ur faith produces patience[James1:2-3]...His grace is sufficient for me,His strength is made perfect when i'm weak....Amen.I couldnt help but kept praising and thanking Him in my heart as i journeyed my way to east coast.
1thing i want to say that i have triumphed those trials inJesus most holy adn precious name.
Isaiah prayed for Sarah after her baptism.Unknowingly,he called her Sarah in his prayers.He said that that name was the most suitable for her,a revelation.Sarah got so enthusiastic abt her name after that.She wants to be a mother to the sheeps jus like the Srah in the Bible.Hallelujah!!!Initially we wanted to eat our lunch at east coast and go cycling after that.Sad to say that we din.We went to PP(BK)for lunch.PP again!Im kinda of sick of the food there adn katong already.The reason?i dunno...haha .Poor evangeline had to limp her way to PP.
I saw cut-marks on the hand of a gal who served us in BK.Probably,she wanted to commit suicide??Wat a dark world it is outside!!!How sadden is He when He sees and know's that!i really feel such a need to reach out to them,to be a vessel for His Divine plans,to help and save wat was lost and taken by the enemy.He has created us for a purpose and definitely not for us to take our lives for granted.We as Christians shld minister to the lost abt the gospel,that there's a Saviour out there that really cares abt them;and not only shld we care abt the things that so affect us.Amen.There are more ppl out there who are in a more desperate need than u..They dont have Jesus but we have!!!Shldnt we be more thankful and spread His love to others too?I think none in our cell saw the marks on the gal's skin cos they were clueless when i told some of them abt it.
Reached church at 130pm,it's so early.Cell would be starting at 3pm.I jus wanted to slp to restore my strength.I wanted to listen to Amanda's discman so that i could slp.As i sang the 1st song,a question impacted me!"Where's ur strength found???By slping?Hoping that u will find more strength?"ABSOLUTELY NOT!!!Only unde the shadow of the Almighty God!!!!That i immediately i got up from my slping position went to spend time wif God at ex-L&F.The place that we had cellgp was extremely noisy.Y?tell u more later...Rhema Word:Psalm91-Safety of Abiding in God's Presence.It spoke so clearly to me that i will hold this chpt in me so dearly.I wanted to share wat God has spoken to me to AhLeebut din has the chance so far.I jus hope that he will read this.He oso had to prepare wat he has to share during cellgp.But he came down and slept on the sofa that i was sitting after preparing.I want him to be impacted by this oso.
Quess wat???The younger ones played hide-and-seek for 1hr30min.Haha..u wouldnt imagine too...they wanted to hide from us-the core.They are not very young at all.I cant believe it!!!I was up there spending fruitful time wif God and they were playing their time away!!!If only they were mature and more sensible time to spend time more wisely rather than to play their time away...
After my time wif God we joined the rest and found the core sitting outside (at er lo-2nd floor)While they were still playing,the core(including me) gathered outside to talk abt our calling in our lives.Wenli and AhChua want to be the heart of God so that they can minister to the ppl out there.They are not very good in admin but more on preaching the gospel.But 1 thing they have not known that i'm one of them who so desire to know His heart.The heart is the most impt if u want to minister to others cos He will tell u and guide u on wat and how u shld do stg .eg preach His Word like a 2-edged sword to the listeners....Wz wants to be an intercessor,AhLee a financial contributor.Sherni came by and joined the conversation.She had a dream of underground church gathering at PP for 5 or 6times.Must really seek the Lord to reveal more things to her.This is real fellowship.My calling???YUp missionary to be specfic...My call for missionary is given to me not long after my baptism.He has been revealing to me the parts of the journey The 21 pts that i have mentioned in the earlier days is part of it...teacher will i be b4 being a missionary.In the poly?I'm not sure yet but i will continue to seek the Lord so that He can reveal His mysteries to me...This is jus a brief msg but If u really want to know more wat i have said so far,u can feel free to ask me any questions.I will be more than willing to answer them....=)
I also want to touch on the fire of God.We shld desire for His fire.He's the only God thay will answer by fire!Amen.During cellgp,i was consumed by the fire of the Holy Spirit that i trembled and fell to my knees in His presence.I could not only fell the heat on my skin but oso a surge of fire went thru my veins.I tried to open my eyes quite afew times to see if i was dreaming.Glad to say,I wasnt!!I kept help but kept replying,"Indeed,YOU are God who answers by fire!!!"and continued praising Him until God asks me,"wat are u going to do wif the fire that i have given u?"My only answer will always and only be for His purpose and to spread the fire to those around me.Again,i cant help but continue to spread His fire-telling Sherni to press on and seek more of Him no matter how busy she is,to set her priorities rite-God 1st above all other things,not sudies.Honor God and He will honor u.
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ!Amen.
Friday, 3/04/2005 09:57:00 PM, 4days have past
haha...this is the first time i woke up so late!!1045!!!!...cos i slept at abt 3am???Yup!!!Im still reading Her name is woman-a study of the woman of the Bible.I had always been wondering wat makes the ppl so qualified to be able to be listed in the Bible for our rememberance.Now i know y...it's for a purpose so that we can learn from them or avoid the paths that they had taken.
I went TM wif my mum today.She told me that she saw eunice walking in front of her.Too bad she din see my mum then.I went to the pharmarcy after she told me.Quess wat??She got a shock when i joined her conversation wif her mum!!!haha...we went to eat dinner,without eunice of course.i went to the optical shop to repair my specs.The guy that served us was my mum's ex-pri sch mate...haha and they chatted for so long!!!i decided not to buy the jeans today.Cos i din fely like doing so???Haha...
I went TM wif my mum today.She told me that she saw eunice walking in front of her.Too bad she din see my mum then.I went to the pharmarcy after she told me.Quess wat??She got a shock when i joined her conversation wif her mum!!!haha...we went to eat dinner,without eunice of course.i went to the optical shop to repair my specs.The guy that served us was my mum's ex-pri sch mate...haha and they chatted for so long!!!i decided not to buy the jeans today.Cos i din fely like doing so???Haha...
Thursday, 3/03/2005 02:54:00 AM, Patience
Yup.Patience.That's all i need now.I have spent more than 12hrs on the pc and not being able to access the JIS system.The server was slow and i believe it's still slow now cos there are more than a million ppl online.Haix...i can only see the no. of ppl increasing and i cant login.If u were me,i believe u will get very pissed off by this system.t flared up quite afew times bcos of it when i shouldnt have.Patience
When MOE extended the JAE period,i cooled down little.No matter wat,i still want to get my registration done by today.And i managed to get it done at 2plus in the morning.=0... Zzz....
Haha..wat's my 1st choice???Business grouping studies,followed by BusinesssIT,Hospitality&Tourism Management,Visual Comm,Interactive Media Design,Product and industrial Design,Interior Architechure&Design,Accounting and Finance,Biomedical Science,Applied Food Science&Nutrition,Apparel Design&Mechanising;last but not least retail management.Hopefully i get into business grouping studies.
I can tell u rite now that my patience has been built up since i knew Eunice.Y???COS SHE'S ALWAYS LATE!!!!But now???haha...now not so bad already la...haha...hopefully she doesnt read this.I am not very quick-tempered now.Yup.I was last time.in the past,I would be very annoyed wif anything that obstruct my path.
Thank God He can put any circumstances to change our inner self.Trials really test ur faith.Is ur hope and trust in God rite now???Dont hope in anything that will perish,cos it will be pointless.We do not look at the things which are seen,but at things which are not seen.For the things that are seen are temporary,but the things which are not seen are eternal [2Cor4:18]
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ!Amen.
When MOE extended the JAE period,i cooled down little.No matter wat,i still want to get my registration done by today.And i managed to get it done at 2plus in the morning.=0... Zzz....
Haha..wat's my 1st choice???Business grouping studies,followed by BusinesssIT,Hospitality&Tourism Management,Visual Comm,Interactive Media Design,Product and industrial Design,Interior Architechure&Design,Accounting and Finance,Biomedical Science,Applied Food Science&Nutrition,Apparel Design&Mechanising;last but not least retail management.Hopefully i get into business grouping studies.
I can tell u rite now that my patience has been built up since i knew Eunice.Y???COS SHE'S ALWAYS LATE!!!!But now???haha...now not so bad already la...haha...hopefully she doesnt read this.I am not very quick-tempered now.Yup.I was last time.in the past,I would be very annoyed wif anything that obstruct my path.
Thank God He can put any circumstances to change our inner self.Trials really test ur faith.Is ur hope and trust in God rite now???Dont hope in anything that will perish,cos it will be pointless.We do not look at the things which are seen,but at things which are not seen.For the things that are seen are temporary,but the things which are not seen are eternal [2Cor4:18]
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ!Amen.
Tuesday, 3/01/2005 11:47:00 PM, Divine 21
haha....Yup!!!Amen!!!there sure must be a divine pupose to have a outstanding pt.in my L1R5.i used to like 21.haha...my jersey no. is also 21,st oso 21,basically alot of things also 21.But this time,it's a divine 21!!!Maybe God wants to show me more of His grace to get into a jc,i can do all things thru Christ who strengths me?[Phil3:14]Or maybe God doesnt want me to go jc???I've found out the reason today! He doesnt want me to go jc for a reason-A divine one.how do i know?COs i went to srjc today and i cant get in.Something to add:srjc is not good,the ppl there are very slack.
I had always wanted to get into a jc.If i had gotten 20pts i would have banged into any jc,regardless of its standard.But the Lord's will for me is not in jc.Thus He gave me 21pts.Amazing rite???He can do such a thing to fulfill His plans???1 outstanding pt will stop me from going to a jc.YES!!!Jus 1 pt....I have to learn to accept His will in my life,though it may hinder my way.For wat is my purpose on earth?It's to fulfill His purposes,not mine of course..For my paths are full of unrighteousness but His is so perfect=>EXCELLENT!!!None can fathom!!!For the God that we serve is above all other gods,Name above all other names,Lord of lords;beyond our human complexity.AMEN!!!
Anyway,i think im going to take either business(accounting&finance;business IT) or design(product&industrial;architechure; interactive media).But mast probably business.Y? i want to go NIE after getting a diploma.To get into NIE,i need to go into business and product&industrial design field.Going into business allows me to teach psychology,sociology,arts,science in NIE;but by going into the design field,i cant do psychology and sociology.I'll pray more abt it!Yup!!
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ!Amen.
I had always wanted to get into a jc.If i had gotten 20pts i would have banged into any jc,regardless of its standard.But the Lord's will for me is not in jc.Thus He gave me 21pts.Amazing rite???He can do such a thing to fulfill His plans???1 outstanding pt will stop me from going to a jc.YES!!!Jus 1 pt....I have to learn to accept His will in my life,though it may hinder my way.For wat is my purpose on earth?It's to fulfill His purposes,not mine of course..For my paths are full of unrighteousness but His is so perfect=>EXCELLENT!!!None can fathom!!!For the God that we serve is above all other gods,Name above all other names,Lord of lords;beyond our human complexity.AMEN!!!
Anyway,i think im going to take either business(accounting&finance;business IT) or design(product&industrial;architechure; interactive media).But mast probably business.Y? i want to go NIE after getting a diploma.To get into NIE,i need to go into business and product&industrial design field.Going into business allows me to teach psychology,sociology,arts,science in NIE;but by going into the design field,i cant do psychology and sociology.I'll pray more abt it!Yup!!
Grace be unto u&peace from God our Father,&from our Lord Jesus Christ!Amen.