The pay seems so low and yet I have to tolerate and endure her bad attitude and black face. I so felt like quitting the job since I have to work so hard to get such a low pay. Relatives told my mum to ask me to quit and not work for long as it’s tiring. Some friends too said the same thing. I really felt like quitting. But running away from it won't solve matters. The managers of the 2 different companies are like the same
kuan (type). Some even asked how come I’m so
suay (unlucky) to meet this kind of managers. But I know that God wants to do a great work in my like. I know there’s a purpose for Him to put me in Coffee Bean instead of Giodano or Starbucks. If not. He won't put me in the companies with similar bad attitudes. When I asked God what job I should take up before I started work, He told me Coffee Bean and I was so assured by that.
I really learnt a lot in Coffee Bean though it was my first week, and meeting this kind of asst manager was horrendous. Last week I dreamt that I talked to the manager about the unhappy incidents and the unreasonable asst manager. And it came to past. Now, the problem is kinda solved.
The things that I have learnt can never be bought with money. Though working in admin will be much higher, but the lessons that I have learnt and the character built can never be replaced by money. It’s so precious. Many dread trials, even me, but we have to count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. The eternal prize is waiting for us in heaven. Let the inward man be renewed day by day/ for our light affliction is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory. We don’t look at the things which are seen, but at the things which aren’t seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which aren’t seen are eternal. Press on!
1.Blending coffee is fun though I have to remember what to do for different ice blended. The test comes when the crowd starts coming in, and I have to know the ice blended recipe really well.
2.But more than that, I really learnt humility. The art of losing myself, that His nature can be reflected in my life. It’s much more than perseverance. Though ppl may accuse me wrongly or scold me for no reason, I will remain humble and meek. Bcos the more I explain myself, the angrier the asst manager gets. Jesus was so meek, even when He was persecuted and crucified though He did no wrong. He didn’t try to defend Himself or retaliate back. Even as I want to know Him more and more daily, I have to go thru the trials that He went thru, that I know what was His response so that I may respond the same way like Him too. It’s about something of my flesh dying when I choose to remain humble and surrender my mind and attitude to Him that He may accomplish whatever He wants to do in my life. If I choose to behave my own way, whatever my flesh says, the longer the trial is before God can have His way in me. The degree of a man’s greatness is determined by the degree of his surrender in his life. O Lord, break me so that I may be more and more like You. Break me so that the sweet aroma may be smelt, that You may be glorified in everything that I do. I I want to die daily. To live is Christ and to die is gain.
3.The greatest of all is love. Many are craving for love, some even at the wrong places. Teens want to be attached to feel love. So what really is true love? Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love. The greatest love of all is when He came to earth to die for us, our sins that we can be unified with the Father. We don’t deserve such love and we never will. We are definitely not good enough to ever receive His love. We can never earn His love. But He gives it to us so freely. For God so love the world, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. Who would ever die for you but Him! it’s easy to love those who love you but it’s so much harder to love those who are unlovable, hate you, make life difficult for you. If I responded the way they reacted to me, what makes me so different as a Christian? It will be like how non believers will react, repaying evil for evil, and eye for an eye. I have learnt to show love, not of my own but His. It’ll impact lives and the light thru me will shine in the dark. Our own strength fail. We need His divine love. Love those who hate you. True love never fails.