Let me share with u my testimony of anger.I guess few know about me being violent,hot-tempered and very impatient.This was in my genes passed from my dad.He is so much worse than me.He always flared up to get his way.Let me tell u tt he can even be angry at things!Things tt obstruct his way.THINGS?!That's shocking! I was like that too,that my mum always told me that u are a girl,cannot be like ur dad!
Violence filled my hse when i was young.Since then,i too,use this method to get my way whenever things dont.
So wat really changed my life for the better?
IT'S GOD!!! Really have to thank Him for intervening in my life to change me,to save such a wrecked girl like me.If u ever think that u are a bad person and cannot be saved,
Fret not!If He can save and help me,He can do so for u as well!
Let me tell u how God tested me about getting rid of anger.
It was indeed a test for me to see if i have passed the anger test.
"Hey,let's meet at 1230?"Eunice called Jess.
But she didnt inform me abt the time and meeting place! i was unhappy of course!But not agitated.
She apologised soon after that and said that she was waiting for me at another bus-stop.I messaged her to board the bus when i had boarded.Hey,guessed wat?She boarded the bus b4 me and said that i had missed the bus that she had boarded!This increased the temptation of being agitated..However,i didnt lose my composure,nor did i stir up any strife.no more will i lose my anger and do things that are not pleasing to Him.
Friday, 4/01/2005 10:42:00 PM, Fasting B4 ?
Have u guys out there felt like fasting and at the same time felt ur stomach growling?Let me tell u guys that u are not alone.I have felt it b4
I wanted to fast today but my stomach was already growling at 11plus.I pondered abt fasting lunch instead.However,"the Lord spoke,"if u cannot fast ur lunch,what makes u think that u can fast ur dinner?"Still i ate my lunch.At Elaine Cook's mtg,i got convicted of fasting my lunch to really spend time with God.I dont know how this is possible but i will follow as the Spirit leads.