Unconditional Love
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Vivien Lim

Studying in SIM, Bachelor in Business Marketing

12 Sept 88

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Wednesday, 9/28/2005 10:40:00 PM, I have NEVER and Will Never like dentists!!!


Definitely man!if anyone wants to be a dentist then too bad...haha!
I went to SGH for dental appointment today.The queue was quite short.there were kids there as well. As eunice and i were waiting for our queue, my heart was beating wildly.Bcos i rather have a deep wound then have any injection or see any dentist.
Upon arriving the surgery room, there were many cubicles there.Screamings and cryings to be heard.i was so scared that i would be one of them though i wont scream or cry.They just put a fear in me...that the dentist may do something to my beautiful teeth.
The dentist then started checking my teeth after talking to me for a while.As i was curious, i asked the dentist wat was the the instrument with the sharp pointed end was for cos he was like poking my teeth with it!Ha!it was to check if my teeth was decayed.
"Well, so far so good."he started off as i was scared that there was something wrong with my teeth,
"i see a small hole there!"he continued.
"oh no!"i exclaimed in a small voice cos my voice was open...
then i saw him trying to use to the pointed instrument to make a bigger hole so that the filling can be put inside.WHAT!TYPICAL DENTISTS!
Long story...
We then went raffles place to eat lunch.the food court was packed,filled with several working adults.We saw jason lee's sis,but she didnt see us.
We became typical gals after that.We went shopping.Haha...long time no shop.We looked for bdae presents for the cell's members.But we didnt buy any.
We walked to tecman after that.i finally bought the books that i wanted to buy long ago.i took this opportunity to buy the things that i want cos my bdae is in sept.when i purchase things in the month of my bdae i am entitled to 30%discount.I saved much $ man!
We stayed there for so long.Eunice.....took so long to find some books for her sheep.And when we wanted to leave, she didnt buy anything!She went to SGH paying $9 without doing anything to her teeth.$9 for consultation fees,went to tecman without buying anything.HA!
We rushed to my home cos i left some stuff at home b4 going to cameron's hse for core mtg.eunice didnt teach me piano cos we were late alrdy.


Sunday, 9/25/2005 11:12:00 PM, Psalm 27:4


i gave merri bs at 11am...amanda was around. then Gen 4 worship team came. they wanted to have a mtg. but didnt until 1230,3omin b4 prayer mtg cos someone else had booked the room.Merri and amanda then went to parkway to get sweets as gifts for the newcomers.oh no...i realised that i forgot to bring the envelops for offering!I have left it on my bed.Sharks!HAhA...but i went to faithworks to get a plastic bag for the offering.=)
People then start coming after 2pm when zone mtg is supposed to start at 2pm.we played po;ar bear while waiting for the rest to come.Evan was late.We then played another game-mistress and the disciples.wenli shared.msg was good,relevant and applicable....the scripture that spoke to me was and is Psalm 27:4 "1thing that i have desired of the Lord, that i will seek: to dwell in the house of God all the days of my life, and to inquire in His temple."
we sort of had dinner at 4plus 5...haha
Then jess,constance,jasmine,merri,eunice and i went to play bball with the guys.the rest left without us- merri, eunice and i.but we still met in tamp interchange.the guys took the 1st bus, we 2nd, then wenli and tuck teng. the bball match was fun.i have not played for quite a long time.started playing just last week again.
i think the next time we should play bball by ourselves next time without the people in other zones so that we can interact between one another b4 bringing in people from other zones.


, 9/25/2005 10:56:00 PM, Something unusual


Woke up at 459am today,just b4 my alarm rang at 5am.Went for early morning prayer mtg at church. it another refreshing moment with the Lord.A more intimate and closer relationship with the true and living God.1 verse in the Bible that i will always remember.it is written by David the Psalmist."1 thing i have desired of the Lord, that i will seek:that i may dwell in the house of the Lord, all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in His temple" Psalm27:4


Friday, 9/16/2005 05:39:00 PM, Pour my love on You


I don't know how to say exactly how I feel
And I can't begin to tell you what your love has meant
I'm lost for words
Is there a way to show the passion in my heart
Can I express how truly great I think you are
You're my dearest friend

Lord this is my desire to pour my love on you

CHORUS:
Like oil upon your feet
Like wine for you to drink
Life water from my heart
I pour my love on you
With praises like the perfume
I lavish mine on you
Till every drop is gone

I pour my love on you

Is there a way to show the passion in my heart
Can I express how truly great I think you are,
My dearest friend
Lord this is my desire to pour my love on you


, 9/16/2005 12:14:00 AM, Damai Cell


We were supposed to meet at 215 at small mac but all were late.there i was sitting down,hoping that the manager wont chase me away.And he didnt.WZ came at 245,the rest of them were still on their way.Mei zhen,jiayu,amanda came and meet us 1st.they ate chicken rice.then there was this couple that came to isabelle(also mei zhen)saying that they have some medicine that can heal her hand.they mentioned that their sis was healed after applying that medicine of theirs.isabelle rejected them.i believe that she believes that God can heal her instead of the medicine.
we made our way to liu yan's hse in wz's car.she was home early today.we went zhi yu's sch to look for her 1st, then amanda and jiayu went in. but they got chased out by the security.so funny,how come ex-students cannot go in? what abt finding sister?Anyway we met the rest of the damai gals at liu yan's hse downstairs.wz shared abt the 4 different types of soil(conditions of our hearts)
talked to wz abt cell and her sheep in her car.dropped me off at the place near pst daniel's hse.den i walked home from there.was far but i still walked.God actually gave me faith to believe that it wont rain until i reached home.And it didnt.Thank God.I read finished "the way of the shepherd"


Monday, 9/12/2005 11:09:00 PM, Happy Birthday to Me!


17 seems so old. but it's the fact that im 17 alrdy.Time just flew so quickly, it just seemed like a twinking of an eye.The day i became a christian till now. i was saved when i was sec 3. time was so hard then, but i pulled through by the grace of God.Everything just went hay-wired for me,conflicts with eunice(now my best friend) and my mum. i simply couldnt manage my stuff.I tried seeked shelter everywhere but couldnt find one xcept under the wings of the Almighty. That was and is still is where i obtained my strength, hope,friend,my everything.Whenever i met eunice we wld always quarrel and sometimes fight,always the abt the smallest thing. Even our classmates noticed that we always quarrelled. they just got kinda frustrated.But it was me that was the most frustrated actually.Y u may ask.Cos they had the mentality that eunice was a guai kia,which provoked me extensively,cos it takes both hands to clap.Y was the fault always on me?Then when i went home,i always tot i could feel safe.But i was wrong.Quarelled with my mum most often.Like i mentioned,my life was like conflicts and quarrels here and there.Till now, i still dont know y i asked her to study with me before i got saved.In fact my grades dropped after knowing her better.It was thru the times when we studied together that she pulled me to cell. cell was so foreign to me then.then there was this friend of hers(now our cell leader) that stared at me throughout the meeting.I could only say that my salvation was God-ordained.
Tough times have passed,looking back i am just so amazed wat God has done in my life.I just wanna thank God that He gave eunice patience,and everything she needed to hope that i will be saved.
Counting back my blessings.From one who didnt know where she was heading in life to one that is full of the purpose of living. the image in u produces an image in u that becomes a driving force in your life.Now,eunice and i are best friends ever.We shared much tears and joy together.Whenever we feel down,we will pull each other up,pressing on to the upward call of Christ Jesus.We tot our friendship would part when we graduated from sec sch. but we didnt.we ended up in the same poly,in the same course,but different class. so sad =( But He has a purpose for doing so.
On 11 Sept,yesterday, eunice made me a card of poems abt our friendship.I was actually very touched by it.As i was reading it,flashes of memories swept past my mind,how we pulled through the hard times together.Im really grateful that God placed us together,always stirring,comforting, etc
On this special ocassion,i therefore thank God for wat He has done in my life since then till now,my best friend,eunice encouraging me on whenever necessary, and the people arnd me who have advised me on certain issues that i needed. A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO U GUYS!Even to the ppl out there reading this post of mine.


Sunday, 9/11/2005 11:41:00 PM, Special Celebrations.Yippee!!!


730am!ARGGHH!!!IM LATE FOR CHURCH!!!i set my alarm clock to 5 am this morning.I usually go for early morning prayer mtg in church,that starts at 615.But i didnt know y i woke up at 730 instead of 5 until He showed Himself.I called eunice to see if she's still home.Bathed and took the necessary procedure and reached bus stop at 755.Late of course la!Haha she still is.not to laugh at home but feel more at ease cos she's late with me.But u know wat the things was? Peh han and his cell members were late too.So he invited me to His cab,just nice for me den the cab will be full.And he paid, i didnt!Thanks Peh.We reached church at 815,15 min earlier=)I just felt so refreshed and charged up,just so different today.
eunice and i went to church office to photocopy stg den she gave me my bdae card.she wrote a poem abt our friendship.WOW!was touched.then we went to the spirial stairs.there, she read the card to me.Got more meaning and sincerity like that...
The core,jiarong and jasmine went for lunch while wenli had mtg with the committed ppl,we joined them later as they ate as well.Cell celebrated bdae for me.Thank you guys.=)B4 that jiarong pulled me to 3rd level foyer.Reason?I also dont know,she just wanted to play.when i reached their table they started singing bdae song for me.Very touched.was it intentionally of jiarong to pull me upstairs?i dont know.Jasmine, my sheep, bought smith wigglesworth devotional for me.i hinted to eunice to buy for me long time ago but she told jasmine so she bought for me.Eunice chose a book for me-"the way of the shepherd".Thanks man!Cos eunice and i were talking abt how to shepherd our sheep.there's different treatment for different kinds of sheep.
then i went carefour to meet my mum.She bought a keyboard for me.Yippee!Thank you mum.i have always wanted a piano or a keyboard since i was very young but never got one.She finds the cost of it and the classes to attend too expensive.Now she got one for me to play with!
So we went my aunt hse together.my cousin bought a adidas bag for me again.After dinned,she bought bdae cake for me.so nice of her.i have not celebrated my bdae with them for a long time,since when i was young if im not wrong.This time my niece and nephew celebrated with me.My cousins gave birth to them last yr and this yr.
To conclude,today was one of my most momorable bdae celebrations though today wasnt my bdae but tml. =) to those who were part of my celebrations ans made it a wonderful one,a big THANK YOU!!!


Saturday, 9/10/2005 08:49:00 PM, Holiday@east coast


Back again.dont want my blog to be dead.Today was jasmine and amelia's baptism.Really glad that they have taken this step of obedience in their walk with God.
Guess wat?Her name is Abigail=)Jas' top was too revealing.told her to wear the other one but she didnt want to listen.Then got scolded by wenli.ppl scold then she happy.funny rite?she had to go toilet to wear another top on top cos she didnt want to remove her the other clothe.But after praying for her, i accompanied,together with karen,to the toilet.dont know how she get to know her.perhaps she's known to many?who know?they had cell after that. i din have cell cos mine was on thurs.=)before that we played bball.get to mix arnd and know merri my new sheep better.we had picnic there.HahaTerry brought a tray of boiled eggs,bread,tuna,tomatos....cool!and guess wat?haha eunice cooked french toast.1st time leh=)not bad ar?must encourage her to continue cookmore often.Wenli suggested her doing refreshments next time...i rmb the last time she came to my hse she didnt even know how to cook instant noodle!Now?Not bad la..heehee.while they had cell, i did my own stuff e.g.own spiritual reflection and writing baptism cards.After cell,we hanged arnd a while.
A sudden downpour as we were leaving.many were of us were drenched cos it was a long walk back to church.but some had umbrellas and some entered into the big poncho.Cameron,terry,lah lee,evan,jess,jas and i went into cameron's office. there, we played table soccer.had a wild match!the gals were trying to beat the guys and guys with guys.so fun! didnt have much fun until my exams fin...Terry encouraged alisa,constance to move on from the commited to the core...
today was one of the earliest sat i reached home,530pm=) had time to do much things.Also, i realised i've gone darker,my feet had the shade of my sandles,some parts were dark and the others not...finally=) but not as dark as when i was in upper pri and lower sec.i was very tanned then cos i swam every sat.jus reminded me of that, i can continue swimming every week to exercise=)


Wednesday, 9/07/2005 07:18:00 PM, It's finally over.EXhausted.Lord, strengthen and renew my heart.


Had magnt and econs paper today.Had a long day.exams over today. today marks the beginning of my holidays again.Holiday till N0v7. Yippee..horray!3shouts for holidays!A stressful and hectic poly life has come to an end for this semester.Time for real rest!Many things are to be done during this holiday break. but i only wished that my econs paper was tml,same as other class so i have more time.i only studied from 12plus to 2.20pm for the whole econs paper.the last time i touched was during my study break.All things work for good for those who love God and are called according to His purpose.Amen.Really pray that God will intervene in my test papers.After my econs paper, i rushed to xf's hse for damai cell.discussed abt vision and wat we shld do in the next few months.after that,wz and i went church. she drove, picking up junjie on the way.He works at CGH.wz sped to church.den jj was requesting wz to go by pie(if im not wrong)but she went by ECP cos it had trafficjam at the other xpressway.jj was kinda frustrated cos he had gen v mtg at 630...wz was rushing in her car the whole day.came from sch den to small mac,xf's hse(fetching the gals) and den to church.so tiring. and the worse thing was we cant find a parking lot for her car.getting a car has to even think of these stuff...troublesome man!had little time...ate bao and she ate fried rice at2nd floor...we wentkatong area to eat supper. i didnt but the guys did.isaiah,peh,christine,karen,jj,ah lee,wz and i were there.Haiz isaiah reminded me of his book again.i 'borrowed' the book "practice of the presence of God" during the cross-training class den jj,lee and chua said that we said we wanted to give us.Dont know wat isaiah is saying oso but i will return to him this sat.Haix he can only ask me for his book wheneva i see him...not sian ar?is this wat he can sae only?i rmb the last few time, he complained abt my monthly and weekly attendance wheneva i see him...really dont know wat he's up next after i return his book...long long story...haix =(
anyway i have alot of things to do during the holidays.have to consider the damai cell things even when i find a job oso cos we are having cell on thurs afternoon.

Things to be done after exams:
1.Type Bob Sorge Books on MS Word
2.Design crossword on faith on excel
3.Stars' and 'shirts' design
4.Transcribe past sermons
5.Type minutes@Third Place on Yahoo Groups
6.Write testimony
7.Polish guitar skills
8.Read her name is woman - Choose baptism name for jasmine
9.Visit SGH for dental on weekdays, not so crowded

Last but not least seeking His face everyday.Im not settling anything lesser of Him.I want to be more intimate with Him,never letting Him leave me....