I'm still considering if I should quit Coffee Bean after what had happened. If I quit now, I don’t think I will get the chance to explain myself. I guess it’s just personality clash. We just have problems with each other and not with others. Yes, I know what God want s to do in my life. Sometimes, I just feel like I’m dying. Dying, yeah, to the flesh, so that He can increase in my life. Jesus was meek and humble even on the Cross. He was guiltless, but the Pharisees still wanted to crucify Him. Neither did He try to defend Himself, nor show Himself by getting down from the Cross. The people wanted Him to come down from the Cross if He is God. But He didn’t, cos He wanted to fulfill the will of God in His life – for our sins so that we can be reunited with God again.
It’s only a matter of time me quitting cos I don’t think I will continue working when school reopens. It will be so tiring, since now it’s like taking so much of my time. Whenever I worked, I would reach home around 1 –2 plus, which is very late, and I have to work on at least 1 weekend, which is very tiring cos of cell and church. Then, I wont have much fellowship with my cell members.
Still deciding, may call the manager later…