I was reading a card eunice gave me on my birthday, and thinking about the days we had.The tears and laughters we had that could never be forgotten,nor can they ever be replaced.
I was also reading see jin's blog, when i saw dmnchoir pics.Again, the good old days.The times when i was so quiet whenever my seniors were around or when they talked to me.It was not because i was dao or something.But because words jus couldnt get out of my lips.Some my seniors would get frustrated with me, and my peers would wonder if i wanted to attract attention or something.But it wasnt that. It was the fear of men because of my background.I couldnt express myself clearly. These are some of the struggles that some people face that others may not even know.
The seniors would still have a deep impression of me now.When i saw zhen ting one day after sch in tp,she was suprised to see me and was able to remember me because of that impression that i had left in my seniors' memories.I really regretted not speaking up then, but i couldnt help it though.I rather make close friendships than giving my seniors that kind of impression.
Now i would talk to them naturally beecause God has delivered me out of the fear of men.There was a day when i met mavis at my friend's bus stop after doing proj, and i talked to her.U must be wondering what's the big deal, rite? It didnt occur to me that i had the fear of men in the past.I just talked to her naturally.As i was looking back after that incident,i realised that i've improved.Because in the past i would jus 'ignore' them whenever i see them.
Also, the experiences i had with my peers and juniors can never be forgotten.
The Good Old Days.
Btw, i feel like visiting dmn.Anybody interested? =)