Unconditional Love

Thursday, 1/26/2006 08:11:00 PM, TiMeS of TeStiNg

My busy week is over.Just last week i had to rush Ob project and at the same time be 'pre-occupied' with the sch open house.Those who like freebies and didnt go for the open house, u missed it!Free bag was distributed.And on friday and saturday was cre8ive consade.Was kinda of bz.
Jus 2 days ago, i made a real big mistake.Those who know good for u. =)
AT that moment, i just felt like a failure, i couldnt do things well, i couldnt manage my things well, couldnt take care of people.I felt that i was simply not good enuf.Things were happening when i least expect it.I felt simply terrible man.Failure may sound simple but it may prevent one from moving on in life.People who hv gone thru these will know how it feels.People who need help can feel free to ask me.If i can help in anyway, i will.Now, i know how ti feels like alrdy. =)

When i felt like a failure, i let go of shepherding somebody.It was a loss to me.Maybe God was testing how much was i willing to let go so that His will can be done.I felt that something was amidst.But i wenli mentioned that we could still remain the relationship.My sheep can still call me whenever she wants.
With this vital mistake that i made, i felt im expanded to do more things.Was it a mistake? i know not.But i know that there's a reason behind it.Wen li gave me more people to follow up on.It was very presurizing then as i was still feeling like a failure.Moreover, she gave me 2 weeks to do so.I think she wants to challenge me but it made me more stressed then. One of them is from dmn-my sec sch.Perhaps it's God's plan so that He can equip us and send revival to that sch.Sometimes, u can do more with least.
For every action, there is sure a purpose.Im going out with jasmine and eunice, jas's mine new shepherd tml.